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[20 Sep 2004|04:22pm] |
I am at La Sierra right now with Victoria and she is sitting next to me doing division. we're smart oHH yeah tonight we are going to go to the Mall after this and it will be ever so much fun. duh
i Watched Mean girls like 14872 times this weekend. Therefore it is a good movie. yuck im bored and have nothing better to do because I dont feel like sitting around doing nothing. This keyboard barely makes any noise i want one! sheeeaaa Victoria is laughing at me because i am writing in my Lj she is just jealous though. it's okay Victoria I understand!I hope i finish Knitting my pink scarf! hott stuff i also feel like shopping and i want another Steve Madden purse. I feel like i need to sneeze but it's not coming out. I think i'm allergic to Victoria. Her teacher just asked her if a boy distracted her in school and if that is why she is now in independent study. I told him i distracted her ;]
*youre such a wierdo* - Victoria
my throat hurts ew.ew
I think Victorias teacher has a crush on her
haha she just read that and we are now laughing trying not to laugh loudly.
o geeez
she dropped her pocket.
oh shit i left my ring in the bathroom of this facility. i need to go get it
the end.
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[06 Sep 2004|07:43pm] |
Today I signed a birthday card and I think it will be the last time i sign my name on a card for that person. i always put a heart at the end of my name. but recently my hearts have been crooked and mis-shaped. i find that ironic.
It seems i get sick of people somewhat easily and i can’t stand someone talking to me unless i want them too. i'm outgoing and love attention and stares.
I also pick my lips until the outcome is chapped and sore ,and when i lick them it tastes sort of like a penny.? i get bursts of fits where i feel i absolutely need to go shopping and if i can't i usually cry.
I like scarves, and thinking, but i don't think before i act and i yet to own a neck scarf. My best friends' name is George and he is the person I love the most, and the one I am myself around. I tend to focus on the bad instead of the good. i have said the word "i" 23 times in this entry. i am also self absorbed.
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[06 Sep 2004|01:13am] |
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I hate the way you say my name like it's something secret My pen is the barrel of the gun. Remind me which side you should be on.
i LiKE TEARs.
ThEY FoG A LiFE ThAT iM uNSATiSFiED WiTh
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WE'rE bURNiNg bRiDgES DoWn
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[02 Sep 2004|08:53pm] |
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"i dont feel well"
"whats hurting baby?" he said
"my heart"
i just want a deep conversation
without judgement or someone thinking i want attention
cause from what my head says i want the least bit of it
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WE'rE bURNiNg bRiDgES DoWn
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[31 Aug 2004|12:14am] |
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JUST GOT HOME FROM HANGiNG OUT WiTH GEORGE RYAN AND STEPHANiE. iT WAS LiKE LAST SUMMER =] PRETTY COOL.
You kept still until the long drive home
You slept safe and close to the window
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WE'rE bURNiNg bRiDgES DoWn
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[29 Aug 2004|06:05pm] |
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And now I'm static
i GOT MY HAiR DONE
As your sky is turning purple and gray
TONiGHT i AM HANGiNG OUT WiTH ViCTORiA
I'm learning that the further that I crawl
i HAVE MiSSED HER
The farther that I fall, is that ok?
YEP
No
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WE'rE bURNiNg bRiDgES DoWn
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[29 Aug 2004|12:42am] |
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I can't imagine all the people that you know[+]And the places that you go[+]
When the lights are turned down low[+] And I don't understand all the things you've seen[+] But i'm slipping inbetween [+]You and your big dreams[+]It's always you [+]In my big dreams [+]And you tell me that it's over[+]Wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover [+]And your restless, and i'm naked [+]You've gotta get out [+]You can't stand to see me shaking [+]No[+]Could you let me go? [+]I didn't think so [+]And you don't wanna be here in the future[+] So you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past[+] And you don't wanna look much closer[+] Cuz your afraid to find out all this hope
You had sent into the sky by now had crashed[+] And it did[+] Because of me
[+]And then you bring me home [+]Afraid to find out that you're alone
And i'm sleeping in your living room [+]We don't have much room to live
[+]I had these dreams that i learned to play guitar[+] Maybe cross the country [+]Become a rock star [+]And there was hope in me that i could take you there [+]But dammit you're so young [+]Well i don't think i care [+]And if i hurt you Then i'm sorry [+]Please don't think that this was easy [+]Then you bring me home[+]Cuz we both know what it's like to be alone[+] And i'm dreaming in your living room[+] We don't have much room to live
And konstantine is walking down the stairs [+]Doesn't she look good
Standing in her underwear [+]And i was thinking What i was thinking[+]We've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere [+]My Konstantine came walking down the stairs[+] And all that i could do is touch her long blonde hair [+]And i've been thinking
It hurts me thinking that these nights[+]When we were drinking no they never got us anywhere[+] No [+]This is because i can spell konfusion with a k[+]
And i like it[+] It's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it[+]
It's to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car[+] When the first star you see may not be a star[+]I'm not your star [+]Isn't that what you said What you thought this song meant[+] And if this is what it takes Just to lie in my mistakes[+] And live with what i did to you [+]And all the hell I put you through [+]I always catch the clock [+]It's 11:11 [+]And now you want to talk [+]It's not hard to dream [+]You'll always be my konstantine
This is to a girl who got into my head [+]With all the pretty things she did
Hey [+]You know [+]You keep me up in bed [+]This is to a girl who got into my head [+]With all the fucked up things i did
Hey
Maybe
Baby
[+]You could keep me up in bed [+]My Konstantine
Spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen[+]
And i said [+]Did you know i missed you? [+]Oh god i miss you
[+]And then you bring me home [+]And we'll go to sleep, but this time, not alone, no no [+]And you'll kiss me in your living room[+] I know [+]You'll miss me in your living room [+]Cuz these nights i think maybe that i'll miss you in my living room [+]We don't have much room[+] [+]I said does anybody need that room?[+]Because we all need a little more room[+] To live
My Konstantine
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| PiNK POLKA DOT UMBRELLA <3 |
[24 Aug 2004|06:48pm] |
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TODAY ME AND ViCTORiA WENT TO FULLERTON ORiENTATiON CAUSE SHES GONNA GO THERE =[EWWW!!.BUT HOPEFULLY SHE'LL DROP AFTER THE FiRST DAY LOL THEN WE WENT AND HUNG OUT WiTH RYAN AND BRETT CUZ THEYRE COOL COLLEGE MEN NOW. LOL. THEN WE WENT TO THE MALL ! =D YESTERDAY ME AND SOVA WENT TO DiSNEYLAND AND HE iS JEALOUS OF MY MAD DRiViNG SKiLLS! ME AND ViC R GONNA GO SEE NAPOLEAN DYNAMiTE TONiGHT FiNALLY!!! KK. i WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL BUT iM NOT GOiNG BACK TO REG. SCHOOL TiLL JANUARY =( SO SAD. WTVRRRRR LATERRRZZ.
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